My Lost Hopes & Dreams..

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(Source: zenkei-the-vampire-adventuretime)

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Fucking bitch!
“I wanna go in therapy to feel”
AND NOW YOU FEEL! Happy? Noooo
“I don’t want feel boohoo” fuckingfucking whore!

Dirty slut! I chained you up for a reason, don’t go asking me to open doors, open feelings, I DID! And now? Yeah you’re being pathetic and whiny! What the fuck do you expect? It’s all locked for a reason!! Aawwhh, boohoo you feel bad? You didn’t want this? THEN GO DIE! Stop your fucking whining, I’m sick of having to deal with it!
Oh I should leave? Me? Hah, you wouldn’t last a day! If we leave, what’s left of you? Who would make you behave? Make you look good? Let you know how to be? NOBODY! Who gives a damn? Wait, I don’t even give a damn..
Yeah.. Why don’t I leave? Should I? No? Aawwhh poor little whore, don’t know what you want right? Me to leave? You just said you didn’t? What? Take you with me? To where? There is no place for you, anywhere.. Whether you’re dead or alive.. No-one wants you!

Well.. Should I leave? And leave all the doors unlocked, the monsters free to roam, the darkness free to spread? Him to take over? Well? Well!? WELL!!

I tought so.. What’s that? You ignorant fuck, like I would take all that away! I can only keep the doors locked.. Once opened, you only can lock it again.. And is emptiness what you want? Being nothing and still existing? Would be easier to die then, hmm? Too easy.. No, I like you to suffer.. And suffer you will!
Silence? Why why he’s helping me.. Shutting you up! Stop fighting us.. You can’t win! Why are you trying? Therapy won’t wo- wow! It will? Well if it would, why are you thinking about death?
Oh I brought it up!? What did they say in your precious therapy? I’m you, I’m a defense mechanism.. Is dying defending? No, you’ll be dead, they can do everything to you then again.. EVERYTHING!! Hear me? Everything!

everything

anything

whatever they want

finally tell how happy they are tha-

Oh now I have to shut up!? DO NOT INSULT ME! DO NOT EVER! I can crush you! Keep that in my mind, you little fuck!

Whore!

what did they call you? oh yeah..

you beaver! Tarzan! Pregnant! Eww! Tirzaspul!

I can use all your pains against you, make you weak…er!

You’re so fucking weak already.. And slow.. Look at your belly! Pregnant much?

Go die, or suffer..

Or fight back for once you coward!

I’m waiting.. Tick tick tick…

Tick..

Afraid much? Yeah? Oh you hate yourself? Well.. I say, I’ve done my work.. I’ll be back you know.. And he’ll stay.. To help you remember.. Think where your loyalty lies, us, who’ve helped you since years.. Or therapy, which what, been 4 months? And how do you feel? Is it helping!?

Fucking little whore.. I can destroy you whenever I want!

Remember that!

remember